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2. July
2006
The War
Prayer
By Mark
Twain
It was a time of great and exalting
excitement. The country was up in arms, the war was on, in
every breast burned the holy fire of patriotism; the drums
were beating, the bands playing, the toy pistols popping,
the bunched firecrackers hissing and sputtering; on every
hand and far down the receding and fading spreads of roofs
and balconies a fluttering wilderness of flags flashed in
the sun; daily the young volunteers marched down the wide
avenue gay and fine in their new uniforms, the proud fathers
and mothers and sisters and sweethearts cheering them with
voices choked with happy emotion as they swung by; nightly
the packed mass meetings listened, panting, to patriot
oratory which stirred the deepest deeps of their hearts and
which they interrupted at briefest intervals with cyclones
of applause, the tears running down their cheeks the while;
in the churches the pastors preached devotion to flag and
country and invoked the God of Battles, beseeching His aid
in our good cause in
outpouring of fervid eloquence which moved every
listener.
It was indeed a glad and gracious
time, and the half dozen rash spirits that ventured to
disapprove of the war and cast a doubt upon its
righteousness straightway got such a stern and angry warning
that for their personal safety's sake they quickly shrank
out of sight and offended no more in that way.
Sunday morning came - next day the
battalions would leave for the front; the church was filled;
the volunteers were there, their faces alight with material
dreams-visions of a stern advance, the gathering momentum,
the rushing charge, the flashing sabers, the flight of the
foe, the tumult, the enveloping smoke, the fierce pursuit,
the surrender! - then home from the war, bronzed heros,
welcomed, adored, submerged in golden seas of glory! With
the volunteers sat their dear ones, proud, happy, and envied
by the neighbors and friends who had no sons and brothers to
send forth to the field of honor, there to win for the flag
or, failing, die the noblest of noble deaths. The service
proceeded; a war chapter from the Old Testament was read;
the first prayer was said; it was followed by an organ burst
that shook the building, and with one impulse the house
rose, with glowing eyes and beating hearts, and poured out
that tremendous invocation - "God the all-terrible! Thou who
ordainest, Thunder thy clarion and lightning thy
sword!"
Then came the "long" prayer. None
could remember the like of it for passionate pleading and
moving and beautiful language. The burden of its
supplication was that an ever-merciful and benignant Father
of us all would watch over our noble young soldiers and aid,
comfort, and encourage them in their patriotic work; bless
them, shield them in His mighty hand, make them strong and
confident, invincible in the bloody onset; help them to
crush the foe, grant to them and to their flag and country
imperishable honor and glory.
An aged stranger entered and moved
with slow and noiseless step up the main aisle, his eyes
fixed upon the minister, his long body clothed in a robe
that reached to his feet, his head bare, his white hair
descending in a frothy cataract to his shoulders, his seamy
face unnaturally pale, pale even to ghastliness. With all
eyes following him and wondering, he made his silent way;
without pausing, he ascended to the preacher's side and
stood there, waiting.
With shut lids the preacher,
unconscious of his presence, continued his moving prayer,
and at last finished it with the words, uttered in fervent
appeal, "Bless our arms, grant us the victory, O Lord our
God, Father and Protector of our land and flag!"
The stranger touched his arm,
motioned him to step aside - which the startled minister did
- and took his place. During some moments he surveyed the
spellbound audience with solemn eyes in which burned an
uncanny light; then in a deep voice he said:
"I come from the Throne - bearing a
message from Almighty God!" The words smote the house with a
shock; if the stranger perceived it he gave no attention.
"He has heard the prayer of His servant your shepherd and
grant it if such shall be your desire after I, His
messenger, shall have explained to you its import - that is
to say, its full import. For it is like unto many of the
prayers of men, in that it asks for more than he who utters
it is aware of - except he pause and think.
"God's servant and yours has prayed
his prayer. Has he paused and taken thought? Is it one
prayer? No, it is two - one uttered, the other not. Both
have reached the ear of Him Who heard all supplications, the
spoken and the unspoken. Ponder this - keep it in mind. If
you beseech a blessing upon yourself, beware! lest without
intent you invoke a curse upon a neighbor at the same time.
If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which
needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse
upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be
injured by it.
"You have heard your servant's
prayer - the uttered part of it. I am commissioned by God to
put into words the other part of it - that part which the
pastor, and also you in your hearts, fervently prayed
silently. And ignorantly and unthinkingly? God grant that it
was so! You heard these words: 'Grant us the victory, O Lord
our God!' That is sufficient. The whole of the uttered
prayer is compact into those pregnant words. Elaborations
were not necessary. When you have prayed for victory you
have prayed for many unmentioned results which follow
victory - must follow it, cannot help but follow it. Upon
the listening spirit of God the Father fell also the
unspoken part of the prayer. He commandeth me to put it into
words. Listen!
"O Lord our Father, our young
patriots, idols of our hearts, go forth to battle - be Thou
near them! With them, in spirit, we also go forth from the
sweet peace of our beloved firesides to smite the foe. O
Lord our God, help us to tear their soldiers to bloody
shreds with our shells; help us to cover their smiling
fields with the pale forms of their patriot dead; help us to
drown the thunder of the guns with the shrieks of their
wounded, writhing in pain; help us to lay waste their humble
homes with a hurricane of fire; help us to wring the hearts
of their unoffending widows with unavailing grief; help us
to turn them out roofless with their little children to
wander unfriended the wastes of their desolated land in rags
and hunger and thirst, sports of the sun flames of summer
and the icy winds of winter, broken in spirit, worn with
travail, imploring Thee for the refuge of the grave and
denied it - for our sakes who adore Thee, Lord, blast their
hopes, blight their lives, protract their bitter pilgrimage,
make heavy their steps, water their way with their tears,
stain the white snow with the blood of their wounded feet!
We ask it, in the spirit of love, of Him Who is the Source
of Love, and Who is ever-faithful refuge and friend of all
that are sore beset and seek His aid with humble and
contrite hearts. Amen.
(After a pause)
"Ye have prayed it; if ye still
desire it, speak! The messenger of the Most High
waits."
It was believed afterward that the
man was a lunatic, because there was no sense in what he
said.
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